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River Rat

by River Rat

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1.
Welcome to my life friend where have you been An awakening of the mind this can’t be a sin Now that I found you I will never let you go You have opened my eyes now I reach for the sun and I grow I remember reading in books All the lunatics and the crooks but not me There’s a price a risk when you play What goes up comes down as they say but not me Oh my look what I found I will lie on the ground I will cover my ears And I will look at the sound And I will take it all in It will soak through my skin When it seems like the end Is where the story begins
2.
The way things are going today I might end up in Heaven and I did not pray If you ain’t got nothin’ to say Step aside kid now get outta my way yeah Chemicals dance through my veins Full speed ahead don’t you pull on those reins Live a little jump in the game If you don’t then you must have to walk with a cane yeah
3.
First Drop 04:08
Oh no I’ll take a drop of your sunshine Maybe it will dry the rain I know I guess I will be fine Though I know I won’t be the same Look at the colors morph oh how they speak in hues All faces are disguised can’t find an ounce of truth We must escape away rid our minds of these lies Trees bend and touch the ground a clearing through the pines But it is summertime and I am with my friends Pay no mind to the invisible fear Cause I’m seeing things that are there then gone There are voices whispering in my ear So I drop to my knees and forget my old prayers Oh they told me that I would see God Like a Sunday Morning in the ol’ Saint Lads He is nowhere is it all just a fraud Oh no I took a drop of your sunshine Still I was drenched in rain I hope I guess I will be fine Though I know I won’t be the same
4.
As conductor of this train Captain of this ship I offer you a hit to keep you sane A double dose over here another sniff over there Plug me in to turn you on again Now we’re goin off the rails lost in outer space Straight ahead a dark and dead end road Disregard the light and disregard the love When is everyone is stopping we still go I’m goin off the rails And I don’t give a damn
5.
Strung out on the dirty road a Holy Moly Rolls Creeps up slowly like a snake, for my soul Ain’t got nothin’ left my friend I’m desolate and cold Duck back down the Avenue cross the Boulevard Drag myself so far away, life is hard Hustle round for shady smiles and crash in some backyard Trash cans line the streets the garbage trucks are broke down Is the Lord above One junkyard two mills sleepin’ on the hillside Lord was up above Smokestacks traintracks travel in a wolfpack Is the Lord above Old churches fallin’ down nobody seems to care how Lord is up above Where is your love Lay my burdens down in blood and write down my goodbyes Outside billowing clouds of smoke, solar blind Spiritual suicide running wild this place it slowly dies Blackmail blasphemy rip me off in the name of the King I said railroad robbery stop this train ‘fore it kills me Now I’m shook down with a broken back there’s too much weight and I’m starting to crack And I can see my spot that hole in the ground I’ve been lost so long I might never be found Trash cans line the streets the garbage trucks are broke down Is the Lord above One junkyard two mills sleepin’ on the hillside Lord was up above Smokestacks traintracks travel in a wolfpack Is the Lord above Old churches fallin’ down nobody seems to care how Lord is up above Where is Your love (x4)
6.
Here I sit all alone again shoot myself with a black pen I ain’t no good if I could you know that I would Tip the bottle back a few more times but that’s what got me into the pine It ain’t no good if I could you know that I would Well I had nowhere to go now and your house had unlocked doors Thought I had no one to turn to child said what was I waitin’ for Cause there’s a way to find salvation girl you said look around and tried to make yourself clear I was down and out and I was on my own but you took me in a broken soul and gave me a home I let you down again apology with a black pen I ain’t no good if I could you know that I would Change the things that I did in the past but you know I can’t look back It ain’t no good if I could you know that I would I stuck around for a short time but he got the best of me Crawled around on the floor for days I said like a ship lost at sea But there’s a way to get back on the course a summertime breeze no women no wine it is peace Still I’m down and out and don’t need no home I just wanna go to sleep forever leave me alone Wake me up roll the stone, Wake me up when I get home I want to thank you folks for all that you’ve done I want to thank you Lord but I’m still on the run I gotta roll on down the road I guess I’ll see you again But I ain’t got no time don’t got no date I don’t know when, it’s a sin Here I sit all alone again shoot myself with a black pen I ain’t no good if I could you know that I would
7.
The Poor Kid 03:22
The brothel by the river overflows like waste Apocalyptic city rats a bitter taste Cheap cologne and perfume cannot hide that smell Just another afternoon in our own little hell Summer days aristocrats and opium dens I know it sounds so nice but go and tell your friends When the revolution will appear on the scene We all will be in line for the guillotine Well if you can’t stay clean oh know what I mean And every instant pleasure is the prey that you feed Then this one’s for you cause I understand I am a poor kid livin in this run down land If you got no fins but you like to swim In a river that’s so green will wash away your sins Then this one’s for you cause I understand I am a poor kid livin by the river man The thick and sticky air and undiscovered mold Shitkickers on the corner slinging useless gold I peak through stained glass windows that are full of holes Find the place in tatters littered broken rules Filthy children break into the closed down stores They’re setting up a business to compete with the whores The old chateau it glows temptation moonlit sky The dog he barks the cat she claws mosquito bites Call up the back alley doctor to make it go away He’s not afraid to go and use his rusty needle So you know I gotta watch what I say Calm down he says my son we all came here to die And if you don’t believe a single word I speak go and take a look outside Well if you can’t stay clean oh you know what I mean And every instant pleasure is the prey that you feed Then this one’s for you cause I understand I am a poor kid livin in this run down land And if you have no fins but you like to swim In a river that’s so green will wash away your sins Then this one’s for you cause I understand I am a poor kid livin by the river man Pack all my belongings leave a spinning wheel Waiting for a taker to come strike up a deal I wait in vain for hours fall asleep with a gun And if I die before I wake consider it done
8.
Another gray morning cold and alone feel so strange I sweat and shake my heart it breaks Another month passes lost and astray feel so strange Sense I can’t make my heart it breaks my God how it breaks Now you’re left with a funeral left with the bill I’m sorry my love for this life that I killed It’s the lies that I told you poisonous words It’s a shame that I told them a shame that you heard Now I burn Oh how I burn Another dream ending nightmares begin I’m awake Just go away my body aches Maybe tomorrow forgiven with grace it’s a waste It is too late can’t find a way home or a place Now you’re left with a funeral left with the bill I’m sorry my love for this life that I killed It’s the lies that I told you poisonous words It’s a shame that I told them a shame that you heard Now I burn Oh how I burn When will I ever change these wicked ways Locked up in chains I cannot see the light of the day I try to speak but no one hears a word that I say Oh am I here or have I passed on my God take me away or go away Now you’re left with a funeral left with the bill I’m sorry my love for this life that I killed It’s the lies that I told you poisonous words It’s a shame that I told them a shame that you heard Now I burn Oh how I burn Another gray morning cold and alone feel so strange I sweat and shake my heart it breaks my God how it breaks
9.
Well I guess it’s my time I’m gonna see old Saint Pete So throw me a party have a parade My maker I will meet The sun is shining And everybody yells and cheers As I pass them by in a black Cadillac A mean old man he sneers He says you ain’t goin where you want to go Wipe that smile off your face I tell you so What’s in store for you son it’s a shame Light will fade there’s no one left to blame Look at the sun it is fallin Hear me Lord I am callin I can’t tell where I’m goin I can’t tell where I’m goin
10.
I wash on your shore hoping that you will see me before I fall in the sand hoping that you will hold out your hand I crawl to your door hoping that you will offer your floor I can hardly stand hoping that you will hold out your hand Cause I trust in you see oh to give me the things That you promised that you would bring Like love understanding acceptance of all Cause what I am seeing is hate close the gate I plant all my seeds hoping that you will meet my needs Days go by so fast no signs of you only the past Cause I trust in you see oh to give me the things That you promised that you would bring Like love understanding acceptance of all Cause what I am seeing is hate close the gate Oh I’ve traveled so far there’s no turning back I gave you my word now you give it back Now I wait wait for the sun wait for it to rise And when that sun it rises up I can’t believe my eyes
11.
Turn your back and I steal fruit again starving got no shame I’m wonderin’ In this garden pure I’m stumblin’ where’s that water to wine In the distance is a jungle green every kind of paradise is seen One Twenty Nine He said it’s yours all that you see leavin’ out the last few lines I ain’t supposed to be here for a few more years But when I get there I have nothing to fear Cause I feel no pain no hurt tell not a lie Heart does not ache I do not cry And every story that I hear doesn’t end with goodbye I come across no hatred not a judge Only open arms reached out for love No catch no fine print below or above Only love Now take me to the river lay me down dream so deep and melt into the ground Waking light can’t believe what I have found back to where it all began Now see that villain who has been denied he yells at the gates a billion times Sympathy remorse he starts to cry as he’s crackin’ a smile I ain’t supposed to be here for a few more years But when I get there I have nothing to fear Cause I feel no pain no hurt tell not a lie Heart does not ache I do not cry And every story that I hear doesn’t end with goodbye I come across no hatred not a judge Only open arms reached out for love No catch no fine print below or above Only love
12.
The Exodus 00:57
13.
Like the Prodigal Son man I’m comin home Full of remorse and with busted bones Cause I’ve been run out of every town Kicked when I was up stabbed while down But I ain’t got no time to live in the past My rear view mirror is just broken glass And I will run to my Father And tell him how nice it is just to hear him laugh And I will hold on to my Mother And tell her how sorry I am for the riff and the raff I wasted all my time chasin a golden calf
14.
Are no words to explain my love for you Every time I’m down the sun it breaks on through the gloom Love is the day I saw your face I can’t imagine life now without you yeah you I will be there to wipe your tears away When you are down and when your poor heart aches Sometimes the weight is hard to take Beat up and broke down till I see you Are no words to explain my love for you Every time you smile the sun it breaks on through the gloom Love is the day I saw your face I can’t imagine life now without you
15.
Lord Knows 04:30
Days were dark I felt like hell No one to talk to and no one to tell What I’ve done or how I fell But I held on when nothing was right and everything was going wrong Oh I held on when the days were the nights and a half second went on and on Aaah Aaah Baby please just let me go I want you I hate you I’m beggin’ you so When I wake up wanna thank God that you are beside me Lord knows that I have told my fair share of lies For now I have something that I can hold on to Your body is warm and there’s light in your eyes No I never ever wanna go back to those days are behind me If you ever see me slip again please don’t hesitate to throw me a line But I gotta tell you deep inside my heart & soul there is a lion Who defends everything I say and everything I do And every single time I wanna die and give up all I gotta do is call out your name Now I can see the truth I’m free Oh why I plead with you no need Your love is free
16.
Sometimes 02:28
Sometimes your up and some times your down Sometimes an outlaw sometimes a clown Sometimes your just the scum of the earth Then the next thing you know it’s just another rebirth Sometimes you shout your praise to the Lord Sometimes you lose your faith and lock up your doors But life passes by in a blink of the eye So be good to each other till the day that you die Oh that’s just the way that it goes Oh that’s just life they say Love every little moment you have For everyone an end will come but don’t you be sad

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Discovery, Arrogance, Mind Expansion, Moral Disengagement, Addiction, Failure, Despair, Death, Consciousness After Death, Religious Disenchantment , Paradise, Cross Dimensional War Drums, Remorse, Universal Love, Spiritual Realization, Epilogue.

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released July 24, 2015

Marc Martinka- Drums, Percussion, Piano, Backing Vocals
Brian Swed- Guitars, Bass, Backing Vocals
Doug Fitzsimmons- Lead Vocals, Organ, Piano
Derek White- Bass
Martin Connolly-Bass
Freddye Stover- Backing Vocals
Charlie Kulbacki- Guitars
Paul Luc- Harmonica
Chet Vincent- Guitars
Taylor Acee- Piano
Meadow Martinka- Percussion

Recorded at The Subterranean Mint
Mastered at 3130 Scenic by Chris Marquardt
Album Design: Alex Sands & Robert Sands

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